I've been cured from this ailment, this addiction that's been eating me away from the inside out for almost a year now.
Because I've learned to live without you. The wrenching in my heart that would ensue every time you came across my mind, every time your smell crossed my path, every time your number popped up, every time your name was whispered...the wrenching has vanished.
I wait, I cringe, I close my eyes and bite down so hard until I feel like my jaw will explode shooting all of my teeth into my brain, but there's nothing in the end.
Saying that you're dead to me is an understatement because if you were in fact dead, you would at leas